keep moving on

You all don't know how much better I feel after writing about this week here and from your notes. Thank you!

The worst is over, but I do have to see the psychiatrist once a week now. UGH! I hate it. But I will do whatever Tom wants. I owe it to him. (But I will hate it.) But maybe it will help with the depression/anxiety. My next one is Wednesday night. (She was actually really nice this Wednesday when I went; because she knew they were pestering me to go, she said 'just tell them we will work on things and it will be taken care. things could be worse and you will be ok, etc.')

One bad part was the dreaded phone call from my parents last night; they wanted to know what I was doing, how the appts. went. But mostly my mom kept saying "Is Tom getting some rest? You know how hard this is on Tom." I. KNOW. It's all I think about and will punish myself forever for it. It made me feel so bad.

Otherwise, I'm trying to feel back to normal, and Tom is really helping actually. We're going out for Date-Night as normal tonight, and he has planned us a trip to stay in HOTEL tomorrow night!! Woohooo! (Well, with the Guap, of course.) Up near Yosemite; we're starting out early tomorrow morning. He even told me I should cancel my volunteer-work this Sunday because he wants us to spend a little mini-vacation the whole weekend! Maybe I will take photos.

Hope you all have a great weekend. xoxoxox