adjustment
Well it's been a couple weeks now and we are still getting into Tom's new routine... I have to admit, despite the relief of the upcoming additional paychecks, it's been a big adjustment for me from the last couple years having him at home... I am so happy for him but have been (guiltily) feeling so down lately and lonely...
He's been working late and I have hardly seen him at night, and then he's working on his contract stuff on the weekends... (We had to get a dog-walker most days for Guapo at lunchtime -- he has been having to get used to things changing too.)
Though Tom did say he had a big project due this week and that's the only reason he's been having to stay late... hopefully that is the case. Obviously it makes my heart happy he's doing so well so I just have to get over it.
But poop. The last couple weeks I have almost felt like I was living single again. (MINUS the cigarettes and the hangovers, of course.)
2 comments:
You know, I have the greatest bf in the world. I mean he's really great. And there are some days where I miss him so much (and mostly because I'm bored with out him. I just try to keep myself busy, and I try to never let my mind get the best of me. Maybe you need to learn how to knit or crochet? You could make a sweater for G :) I'm sure there will come a time when Tom's not SO busy.
That's a big change! It would throw anyone. I wish you an easy adjustment and a big let-up on the guilt. You've got nothing to be guilty for, that I can see. Xoxo
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