workday stress

Oh my god this project at work is totally stressing me out. It is a big client and I have a few other projects I'm trying to keep up at the same time. I just keep saying, when my heart is pounding fast: "It's just a web site". It's not like anyone is going to die if I don't get this such-&-such little thing right for some reason. It's not like I will die if I have to stay a little later once or twice. (But it feels like it!)

Of course I'm fairly certain nobody sees that I am so stressed/anxious, I work very hard at appearing cool as a cucumber, as do I work very hard at my job... But when I am super stressed on the inside I look around at the other guys in my dpt, who are just quietly working away themselves, I wonder 'how are they so calm all the time'. Why am I always the one feeling like I'm going to explode.

I always feel like a little kid around everyone here... I wonder if it is just my innate, shy personality, or is it a male/female thing (I am the only woman in my dpt)...

I always wonder what people think of me but I always get stellar reviews. (Which reminds me I'm getting my first 6-month review here in July; holy crap do I hate those.)

Everything gets done, I just have to do one thing at a time and keep at it. The world is going to keep on rollin'.