September 14, 2011

stressed!

OK! That is it for Debby D0wner this week. I am trying to chin-up. It is almost the weekend, I have plans with Tom, Guapo, and outings with friends... it is going to be fabulous so I need to SNAP OUT OF IT!

I hit such a point that I almost -- ALMOST -- went and bought cigarrettes. I have not smoked in 10 years. I don't know what is wrong with me.

(Ok, I did buy them, dammit I admit it... but I only had one and then threw them out, waste of money. The scent/taste brought me back, holy shite.)

What is going on!

Tom has been working extra hours the last couple weeks, I don't see him till almost 8 or 9 at night sometimes during the week... Also he is stressed out.

It is making me stressed out too.

3 comments:

citygirl said...

That's what I was going to say: clearly you're stressed!

Hopefully the weekend will help!

Violet said...

Have a wonderful weekend! That smoking urge can be so strong! I almost smoked a cigarette this week, but I would have had to ask a stranger for one. They were Dunhills, my weakness. In the end, I resisted, but I know your pain, or whatever it is!

Xo

Miranda said...

I hope you have a great weekend. Let all that stress go and just relax. I know it's hard to let go of all that sometimes, but do it anyways :)It'll make you feel better!