being alone
I didn't think I would ever say this, but I'm sorta glad this weekend is almost over... I have been so lonely and bored. I was going to go out to a museum or movie or something but didn't want to leave Guapo all alone... I did have breakfast yesterday with a friend but my other friends have mostly moved out of the city so I came to the horrible realization I really have no one to call up on the phone... It has been horribly depressing.
(Even more pitiful was at breakfast I lied and told my friend, who is sort of an aquaintance from a previous job, that I had all sorts of plans with girlfriends all weekend so I didn't sound so pitiful.)
SO.... just have to get through tonight, then a few days of work, and Tom will be back on Thursday night.
I am getting my hair cut tomorrow after work. You know it already is pretty short... but I am wondering if I should go shorter... like this..??
Maybe that is a mistake and I will look horrid... I don't have that great a face but I am feeling so out of sorts, I want something DIFFERENT... I am thinking I will actually do it.
2 comments:
Ah! You have a great face! And I think you can really pull off short hair. Go for it! If you dislike it, it'll grow back. I'm betting it will look fantastic.
I don't have anyone to just call up and hang out with either. I know that depressing dammit-where-are-all-my-friends feeling.
Years ago I signed up on Meetup.com to try to get to know some new folks. I've only been to one meeting, but it was nice.
They have meetings for different interests all over the country, maybe you should try it.
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