mechanics

Well, I built that whole thing up yesterday morning in my head probably bigger than it needed to be... after all, it is done and almost like it never happened now. For all I can tell Tom came home later thinking that I had just been in bed because I wanted to sleep late. (I usually get up at 5 or 6 even on weekends so staying in till 8 was unusual for me!)

Anyway, it's all over. I have a couple things to look forward to -- my long weekend in May here with Tom & El G... and I am visiting my old friend again back in Boston for a few days in March, I'm looking forward to that.
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Also I've got an ear/nose/throat doctor appt. Thursday, as for the last month or so I've felt just a rush of dizziness whenever I lean my head to the left side, or lay on my back toward my left side... I have a dull ache on that side of my head too, maybe it's an ear infection, I can't wait to get that checked out because my head aches so bad I am having trouble sleeping.

And ever since I started using that Ret1n A cream on my face I've been losing tons of hair each morning in the shower, and it was really making me panic. I asked the dermatologist and she said there is no connection, but I found some writing on it online, so she said to stop using for a few weeks and let her know if it's still happening. (Maybe there's another reason & the timing is just coincidence?) It's been about a week since I've stopped and seems like it's getting better... so hopefully that will work. (Although I had such hopes for the face cream... I don't know what to pin them on now.)

So. I'm just basically falling apart.
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All hail the Guapmeister.