settling in

I wonder if this Risp*** is making me more nonchalant... I have been noticing lately how hard it is to get up for my morning run... I sometimes skip 2 or 3 days in a row!! I never used to do that, ever.

Although, when we went to my parents for Thanksgiving, they have a scale in the bathroom (which Tom & I will never succumb to!) and I did weigh in at 110 lbs., which is good actually, not what I expected...

On another hand, I am feeling less anxious about everything. (I wonder if this med is actually helping, or if it's in my imagination... Remember how totally screwed I got before.) But one example: Tom yelled at me over something dumb this weekend and I just didn't even let it bother me at all. I just ignored him and went and did something else and it didn't kill me like it used to.

On yet another hand (how many hands I have!) I am getting totally bored at work. If I wasn't before (which I was) I am totally bored now. But what can I do about it. I am still having these totally hectic days here, always super busy... but yet there is still something missing. Is it the nonchalant-ness coming in? Or another mid-life crisis.